i don’t much like this. this feeling. i feel like your life is going on without me and mine has just come to a stand still. and all i can think is what if you do great and realize i don’t fit into your life anymore? or that there’s so much new going on that you don’t have time for me?
it seems it all comes back down to this “what if.”
and sometimes, late at night, there’s just too many to ignore.